work is kicking my ass, and i’m sorry. i have a job. i’m sorry that i have a job. i’m sorry that i’m not “living my dream” and writing about tik tok once a week for all of you. i am a 27 year old woman. i send money to my parents every month. i pay my rent and car insurance and buy prescription cat food. i have an hour commute each way and sometimes eat lunch at this vietnamese place but i haven’t had an appetite since march began so i just pick at meals i brought from home all day long at my desk. i’m sorry that we made it this long and i’ve had nothing to say to you.
I just wanna say, as I've been trying to figure out my place as an artist I've been looking toward other writers/artists/creatives who inspire me. You're at the top of that list. There's so much pressure to make art your job even though that's not really realistic for most of us, and I've been trying to remember that that's fine. Idk, I read this piece the day you posted it and I've just been thinking about it a lot. I appreciate your authenticity, always <3
I just wanna say, as I've been trying to figure out my place as an artist I've been looking toward other writers/artists/creatives who inspire me. You're at the top of that list. There's so much pressure to make art your job even though that's not really realistic for most of us, and I've been trying to remember that that's fine. Idk, I read this piece the day you posted it and I've just been thinking about it a lot. I appreciate your authenticity, always <3